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My husband had an affair with a woman and had a child with her. I forgave him and treat the child as my own. Although it has been a roller coaster of emotions I thought we were doing good and our family was happy with our new addition. Then I found out he cheated again and with the same person. The most hurtful thing is she is pregnant again! Of course he begged me over and over that it was just a one-nighter and please give him yet another chance. I am having a really hard time trusting him and it is very difficult because he has to have contact with this person due to the first child. I do see him making the steps to do all that I have asked...but I am a wreck with worry and so depressed that he could do this to me again. I have so many emotions right now. I do care about my husband and want to be with him and he assures me he wants to be with me but it is so hard to believe. I feel myself pushing him away because I am so scared to be hurt more then I already am.

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