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August 14, 2008

Posted By: michellesrival at 1:32 AM

Surviving infidelity and coping with the infidelity of a cheating spouse. Learn the signs of infidelity as well as how to recognize emotional infidelity.

Since going back to work (same job that is completely overwhelming in itself but a new place which adds to the “overwhelmed ness”) I am too busy during my working hours to even have a moment’s thought of “it.” He is off trying to find himself and …

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Categories: Just Dealing
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July 22, 2008

Posted By: michellesrival at 4:06 PM

Surviving infidelity and coping with the infidelity of a cheating spouse. Learn the signs of infidelity as well as how to recognize emotional infidelity.

I want to interact in the Forums (discussion boards?) but my real name keeps coming up so I will stay here for now.   I am doing as best as can be considering (almost 3 months since d-day now). My WS is going to therapy and I believe we will have …

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July 1, 2008

Posted By: michellesrival at 7:28 PM

Surviving infidelity and coping with the infidelity of a cheating spouse. Learn the signs of infidelity as well as how to recognize emotional infidelity.

I am back in my space dealing with everything she touched of mine. After three more counseling sessions (one with my SO) two without him but same shrink, I am doing better today. Maybe because I finally got a complete night's sleep last night. The …

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Categories: Angry
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June 19, 2008

Posted By: michellesrival at 4:27 PM

Thank you Goasksuzie!!!!!

Let me tell you ladies (and gents) Goasksuzie.com, Suzie herself, is a godsend (or Dionysus send)!!! She has helped me so much tonight. I just need to hang onto her words of wisdom and I think I can keep my sanity AND my spirit. If you can possibly …

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Categories: Just Dealing
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June 11, 2008

Posted By: michellesrival at 4:10 PM

Talked to Goasksuzie

I talked to Suzie from Goasksuzie.com last night, for over 70 minutes and let me tell you ladies (and I guess gents) I had a better day today because of it. I still didn’t sleep well last night (up at 3:30 AM ) but had a different attitude today and …

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Categories: Just Dealing
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June 10, 2008

Posted By: michellesrival at 12:27 AM

Surviving infidelity and coping with the infidelity of a cheating spouse. Learn the signs of infidelity as well as how to recognize emotional infidelity.

Two weeks until we see each other face to face (my WSO and me). After screaming obscenities at my son yesterday I finally reached out (actually someone on this site suggested goasksuzie.com) they are calling me tonight. I have written the OW (she was …

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Categories: Angry
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June 8, 2008

Posted By: michellesrival at 10:18 AM

Surviving infidelity and coping with the infidelity of a cheating spouse. Learn the signs of infidelity as well as how to recognize emotional infidelity.

I am still going in and out of sheer rage, depression and numbness. Today I am numb, that is way good! Oh but my child has asked me a few times why I am gritting my teeth. I wrote the OW a letter of my feelings. I of course will not send it …

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Categories: Angry
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May 30, 2008

Posted By: michellesrival at 5:42 PM

Thinking

Do you think those who are so inconsiderate as to take what is not theirs would change their mind if they read these blogs and saw how much it hurts others?

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Categories: Angry
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May 29, 2008

Posted By: michellesrival at 3:18 PM

The Snowball Affect

It really is amazing how the selfish and inconsiderate acts of others can snowball affect so many people. My SO’s three year affair has cost me my job (I am having to change jobs to make sure that I am secure in the future in case it doesn’t work …

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Categories: Angry
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May 25, 2008

Posted By: michellesrival at 7:47 AM

Not Coping Well

I don’t want to think that I could go lower, because we all know that it can always get worse.   I am drowning kiddies. My only solace and hope being, that if I ended my pain that would only mean compounded pain for my child.   I still hope, …

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Categories: Angry
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Posted By: michellesrival at 12:34 AM

It Hurts so badly

Honestly, I DO have so much going for me in my life. I am educated, healthy; my son is healthy and smart. I still am attractive even at my age. I have a good job, control of my finances. Why then do I feel so low? Why do I even give him this THIRD …

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Categories: Just Dealing
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May 24, 2008

Posted By: michellesrival at 2:41 PM

Super Hero

My son asked me today if I could create a super hero what super power whould he/she have? EASY! The power to heal a broken heart.

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Posted By: michellesrival at 6:35 AM

Fall Out

Fall Out   The bomb has landed I survived the blast Question is… Will the fall out radiation Eat away my core Until I die of a broken heart?

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Categories: Angry
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Posted By: michellesrival at 2:15 AM

This one is from two weeks back. I think I am not THIS angry anymore

A little Queen day, can you say drama queen? “Love of my life- you’ve hurt me You’ve broken my heart and now you leave me Love of my life can’t you see Bring it back, bring it back Don’t take it away from me because you don’t know, what it means to me …

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Categories: Angry
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May 23, 2008

Posted By: michellesrival at 5:24 AM

Today I am fucking ANGRY!

Is there such a thing as a best friend? How can someone who STILL claims to be your best friend, and still claims to love you fucking even say it? How can they say it? How did he fucking look me in the eyes for a year and a half and tell me how much he …

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08/19/2008 10:44 PM