I am still going in and out of sheer rage, depression and numbness. Today I am numb, that is way good! Oh but my child has asked me a few times why I am gritting my teeth. I wrote the OW a letter of my feelings. I of course will not send it because if there is any hope of mending my SO and my relationship (and stupid me still hopes) then I cannot make it worse by having contact with this woman of no scruples, and making her want to sabotage HIS business interests. It also is very low and hurtful what I say, but it IS the truth as I have seen/felt/heard it. There is always the other side I know, but I am still the innocent one here. I would like to post more here, but it is too easy for it all to lead back to me, and eventually hurt me more while there still may be hope for our relationship. You see we never had problems except his travels. The sex was GREAT, we never fought, and all was so well. But some people cannot say no, and then they get in way over their heads and don't know what to do. I am glad I have learned from my mistakes in life. I can only hope that the OW and my SO have learned from this one.