I talked to Suzie from Goasksuzie.com last night, for over 70 minutes and let me tell you ladies (and I guess gents) I had a better day today because of it. I still didn’t sleep well last night (up at 3:30 AM) but had a different attitude today and for the next 2 weeks before my SO and I see each other again. (I also was so super busy at work I didn’t have much time to dwell, of course so many people are now coming out of the wood work wanting to help or maybe just get gory details). Suzie did predict “salt on the wounds” when I get back and she nailed everything on the button before I even told her- “Red flag, he has got abandonment issues.” Most off all just peace of mind knowing I will be okay, I wasn’t “bitch slapped by God” “He was driving the car that HE wrapped around a tree and I was the innocent passenger. There was NOTHING I could have done to have stopped it. (I am thinking now maybe I shouldn’t have gotten back into the car with a drunk driver) but that’s my bad side speaking because it doesn’t matter now because I did. (You’re getting the metaphors I hope). Anyway, there is so much more to say and write but again I cannot reveal too much here. The other stuff is for my private locked diary as this one could be traced back to me. Take care out there.