My fiancee'  had recently moved in with me and to make a long story short I cheated and asked him to leave without telling him why  he did within a couple of weeks now ive come to realize i made a huge mistake and ive been open with him and were trying to make things work by being friends first and formost but he always throws this up in my face (its been 8 months since we broke up) and weve only tryin for the last month but the constant reminder of the past gets tought sometimes; I love him but must I continue to take the verbal abuse or what should i do? He's in counseling and im considering the same HELP!