I want to interact in the Forums (discussion boards?) but my real name keeps coming up so I will stay here for now.

I am doing as best as can be considering (almost 3 months since d-day now). My WS is going to therapy and I believe we will have our “Full Disclosure” on Friday. I do need this as finding out things here and there only feels like ripping the scab off my healing. I think he is trying; well he is putting a cease and desist order out on the business he and the OW set up together. Again I can’t be too open here as I would easily be found out by him or her, which I guess really doesn’t matter because they were the damage doers.

I still just don’t understand, by looking at the years of photos of our family and knowing how special I thought our relationship was. I mean, I am NOT a nagging wife. I give him space as I need space. My job is very demanding and time consuming too and I know I would not work out with a man who expected dinner on the table every night. But I know how to balance better and I also know that family is FIRST. I know my WSO had abandonment issues, but I just don’t understand how a man with so much going for him could be so stupid and hurtful. He is not a drinker, smoker, druggy, or gambler. He to my eyes WAS perfect. Well almost. But now, I don’t know if I’ll ever be able to trust again with him or anyone. I am doing okay though. I would like to post my whole story, but I am sure it will become a best seller or a movie someday anyway; it all comes out in the wash.

I follow all you other wonderful people who are going through similar agonies and wish you well.